A post since....September

Hey guys, its been a while since I last updated.

Why?

Things has been so hectic at home. I have no one to talk to and I feel as if I am alone in my world. We (my family and myself) are sinking lower and lower. I can't say why but I'm entirely too tired. I try to find a job but interview after interview no one would hire me. And seeing my mum struggles, hurts me so much but I am useless. I really do try. Just that the world won't give me the opportunity.

-sigh-

Sometimes I can't help but feel that my friends find me annoying and just wants to ignore me. Its just a gut feeling.

I'm just a depressing person! I'm gonna go willow in self depression, I'll post again soon.

Muuch Love,

Yao

to cheer you and I up, yumm :)